=)

My timing is a little bit awkward? 

Without any hesitation, I changed my plan and bought my train ticket to KL on Tuesday instead of Wednesday. I know I made the right choice. I can't wait to see you and yes I am talking about you.

Here I come KL! =)

Smile. Love. Persevere.

peter pan

Where is Neverland?
Captain wengtze found hers in a place she calls home.

I wish I do not need to step out from this gate.

When I was still a little girl, I used to dream to be a successful woman who has her very own career and life. I wanted to get out from my parents' control. I wanted to be free in no time. After I came home for my summer break, I realized that my very own house is my Neverland. Now, I wish I could be as innocent as a kid forever. I wish I could be as happy as a kid forever. I wish I could be as carefree as a kid forever. As I grow older, there are so many things that keep wandering around my mind. These are problems or perhaps, worries which started to bug my mind.

A kid who currently enjoys

everything in my Neverland.

My NeverPotion to stay as a kid forever.

Just a joke. Cheers. =)

Smile. Love. Persevere.

clueless

You'll never know what is next.

You'll never get any clues.

You'll never realize that it is coming.

Love to me indeed is a mess.

Smile. Love. Persevere.

make a wish

I wish...

...for a time machine.



Smile. Love. Persevere.

unstoppable

"Stop blaming yourself."

Yes I should stop doing that. I ought to stop doing that but I just can't. Sometimes you feel so awful that the only thing you could do is to blame yourself. Honestly speaking I do not like that feeling at all. I could forgive and forget what people did wrong to me in the past. But not myself. 

Yes I am good in hiding my feelings. For one moment I wanted to breakdown and cry my heart out but I hid my feelings so well that nobody would know. I am getting better in doing that. I know it is useless to cry but sometimes you feel so helpless that the only way out is to cry.

I tried to do everything I could but they seemed to be useless. I look so calm and optimistic on the outside, but deep within me, I am scolding myself for being so careless and mindless.

I am so mad at myself.

I made this for someone else. It seems so easy

to love someone else than yourself.

It is just so ironic that I could say I love someone else when in reality I could not even love myself enough to forgive myself. And yes I feel like crying again. 

Smile. Love. Persevere.