a somber mood

I cried a lot recently.
I cried myself to bed thinking that everything will be fine the next day.
But, the truth is not.
I am so stuck.
I wish someone could tell me what to do.
I wish I could just let it go but I am still hanging on tightly to it.
Why am I doing it to myself?
I really do not know.
I have headache every single day.
I did not sleep well recently too.
I talked less recently.
I am always preoccupied with my thoughts about everything.
I could not stop.
I wish I could.
I tried everything I could to make me feel better.
Somehow, all the feel good techniques did not work for me.
Sleeping is the only antidote for me.

Smile. Love. Persevere.