freedom

When you're 21 years old, you'll get a key from your parents. That key signifies the freedom you'll get, it also represents that you're an adult now. As in my case, studying abroad means that I'll get my total freedom even though only at the age of 18 years and 11 months. I just realized that it doesn't matter how old are you, as long as you're in a foreign country all by yourself, you're pushed to think and act like an adult. 

I enjoy my freedom but I hate to deal and solve all my problems by myself. I just can't help but worrying that I could not get my bachelor degree in two years times. I worry how will my credits transfer. I worry how could I get my master's degree in my dream university. I hate worrying but that's exactly how I am. How i wish someone could vanish all my doubts right now. 

In a nutshell, freedom equals to adulthood and worries never will escape from your mind. 

Smile. Love. Persevere. 

 

time flies

I wish hard, and I mean it,

someone would hit me real hard right on my head just to put me back into reality that I'm leaving in less than 24 hours.

Time flies...

I'm the kind of person who doesn't like to show my true feelings, but I can tell you that right now, right at this moment, I want to cry out so bad. My brother is playing the guitar for me, and my mom is trying so hard to stay awake just to spend the last night with me.

On the bright side, I am going to start a new life in a new place. 

I am going to meet new people and do new things. 

Yes, it is time. 

Change can feel like pure adrenaline. 

Fortunately, I have two of my buddies following me to the states.

Smile. Love. Persevere.

cheers

I saw flowers bloomed and wilt.

I saw people came and left in my life.

I saw some who would stay in my heart forever too.

 To all the people out there who I love,

thanks for everything. 

Smile. Love. Persevere.