decisions..

Life is all about making decisions.

Shall I eat pizza or spaghetti for dinner? Should I buy this bag? Should I go to the carnival? 

These are just simply decisions we make in life. There are a lot more bigger decisions to make in life. I would never ever regret about some decisions I made. However, there was this one big decision which made me feel bitter and gloomy everyday. I would wake up in the middle of the night with tears dripping from my eyes. I would stare at this photo and  wonder why would I do that? 

Once again, may I cry?

Smile. Love. Persevere.

it's almost time

2 more weeks I'm leaving.

17 days 17 hours 40 minutes 31 seconds to be exact, 

I have to step into the plane again. 

I hate goodbyes. Period.

Smile. Love. Persevere.

I used to...

...take a break by sitting on the staircase 

before I walked back home while daydreaming

to own this house.

Smile. Love. Persevere.

'click'

I have been staring on the keyboard for the past 30 minutes.
The enter bar is the only one I have laid my finger on.

'click'
'click'
'click'
'click'
'click'
'click'
'click'
'click'
'click'
'click'


May I cry?

I used to...

...sit here during my leisure time in winter just 

to freeze myself for a while.

Smile. Love. Persevere.

I used to...

...shake off all the snow from the bushes near 

my house in 3rd street thinking it was the least
I could do to keep them warm.

Smile. Love. Persevere.

delicacies...

Simple food. Simple indulgence. Simply blissful.

deli #1- popiah

deli #2- beef noodle

deli #3- ice kacang

deli#4- Ramli burger

deli#5- roti canai

Smile. Love. Persevere.

I used to...

...kick and play around with the leaves

when nobody was watching.

Smile. Love. Persevere.

change

"Change is the only constant in all science" (Grey's anatomy).

"When we open our fingers, loosen our grips, go with it.

Change can feel like pure adrenaline" (Grey's anatomy).

Smile. Love. Persevere.