That's the only thing kept playing in my mind for the past few days. I have been home for almost a week now, and I did not even have a good night sleep at all. I am so tired.
I took this photo when I was in Los Angeles. I prefer this photo not to be taken so that I would not spend a day in Los Angeles, and I would catch the plane. I know I have to stop blaming myself but I just can't. I am so frustrated, discouraged, and worried. I want to cry to let everything out but I just can't. I am so exhausted to even cry.
Smile. Love. Persevere.